Awful

I shouldn be allowed to have anyone if this continues ..I'll only be hurting them .

Last month of 2013

It's been awhile since I've updated my blog. Pictures will be posted later but now I'm just gonna write a summary of what had happened thought out this year so far. There's bad times and there are good times. I've encounter so many things during this year with tears, smile, laughter and anger. Besides that, I've also grown closer to my friends in uni. Even thou there are only a few of them. However, they are goin away soon (graduating). And I'm not sure when it will be my turn. I can't wait to experience what they are experiencing rite now. Thou they have a lot of work to do. My days pass quite fast and now experiencing Christmas spirit thou 25th haven't arrived yet. The last few days I spent my time wit Amanda and Syira. I helped them wit their lab work. Amanda ones is much longer than syira work. I think she finished hers already. I know, not many friends I have buhoo. Well, they are fun to hang out wit. And they are wiling to hang out wit me. Now I'm thinking, what am I to do when they are ..we'll graduating next. I feel lonely when I think about it. It's not really a pleasant thing to wait for me but I'm happy for them cuz they can graduate. Finally they can go off to work xD. I hope I can see them more thou. Even when they start work or so. I wonder what are they gonna work as. It's kinda interesting when I think about it. But also nerve wrecking when I think that it's gonna be my turn soon. (Even though it's not as soon as them). Oh, and I feel fat. I've been enjoying fast food wit Amanda previously hahaha. And recently I've been to the big bad wolf wit her, even though it started badly, I have a great time there wit her and wit my bf. I had time wit my bf, each time pass wit him is just heavenly. Anyways, words can describe anything and almost everything but it will be too long. Hence, I'll post pictures up to show my times during 2013. Not classes thou. I wouldn't take picture of my classes. Yet. Hahaha. I'll be seeing more of labs, and classrooms and auditoriums soon. Sigh. Now, mission : get permission from mom to go out on Christmas countdown. Next would be, waiting for my trip to japan. And oh, waiting for that girl's invitation to celebrate her bday -.- ..still waiting. Jeez, that girl .....