WOOOOTSSSS! SRY! Nvr blog for a very long time! LOL
first of all ..im very bz these few weeks ..

seceond of all ..my bro keeps hogging the com, so i cant rely use - -

n lastly ..im lazy LOL!!! hahahahaha! xP

Hmmmm ...anyways, bad things been goin on in my life ..

rely cant stand it anymore ...i thought everything will be over ..

but it keeps getting worse ..day by day ..

suffered so much ...no mood ...n others

i've been crying this few weeks too ...trying to let go wad i've always kept in me ..

im so hurt ...so angry! ...so disappointed in myself =(

n ytd, i did a rely bad thing ...made me cry again ...i duno y i did tht ..

izit rely me doin so? ...was i thinking rite? ...am i a good fwen?

hmm ..questions running through my mind everyday ..

i cant even concentrate in class ...n im oso worried bout my exam ...
if i fail how? ...if i dun do well how? ...wad will become of me ...

am i doin the best i can like everyone said? ...

ALL QUESTIONS ...but no answers ....=(

I wonder, will u all be betta off without me? ...am i becoming a burden to u all?

by crying ...complaining ...im sry ...SRRRRYYYYYYYY!

WILL I BE A BETTA PERSON???

WILL I HAV A BETTA LIFE???

DID I DO ANY WRONG THINGS???

AM I LOOSING MY FWENS???

Y AM I ANGRY?

Y AM I STIL SAD?

Y ARE ALL THESE QUESTIONS RUNNING IN MY HEAD!

i rely nid answers ...but its impossible to noe them ...

nvr noe wad will happen ...

i always told myself tht i can ...but i end up saying i cant ...

y ...y ..y?? ..y do i always say tht ....

each day ...i kept loosing my confidence ....

wad is the solution to all these? ...i rely wan to noe ...

am i over reacting?

hmmm ...as the time passes ..my tears will continue flowing ...

not knowing when it'll stop ...

i just wanna say, thkx to all my fwens tht are concerned bout me =)

u all are the best ...i wont eva wan to replace u all ..

especially the one im close to ..like my own lil sista ;) JolEeN

!~TeDdiE~!

HAPPY BELATED BDAY ELDEN!!

Hey HeY All!!!
Im So So SO SOOOOO HaPPy!! HAHAhaha!!! x33333

Not because of today ..today nth much happen xD

ITS YTD!! SUNDAY, 6.4.08!!! wahahahah!!

Ok, lets start~ =x

ytd was ELDEN's bday pt xD ..so morning wake up ..i duno y i woke up so early - - zha dao LOL

as usuall, woke up, eat breakfast, watch tv? hahaha~

b4 this i duno who to go wit O.O ..jo pulak havent rely confirm ><

then when i called her ..she say she dun wan to go ..i was like waD?? O.O!!

i so shocked LOL ..she say she lazy ..got so many work ..got oral ><

i didn noe wad to do ..so i said she may stay at home lo if she wans but ...

i keep making her feel guilty LOL ..jo leen jo leen xD

hey, in the end u nvr do ur oral yet rite x) hahahah!

she ask ..shud she go or shud she not go ...i was oso stuck lol ..

i asked her to stay at home then after a few sec then i change mind ..then after tht

i ask her to stay at home ..then after a few sec later then change mind again LOL

both of us oso stuck xDDDD

in the end she gav me the answer saying she is goin hahaha! i wan happy la of cuz

she say she'll teman me ..like in her blog ..she said 'PITY ME WOR' hmmmmmmm

hahaha! oh ya ..don came to my hse oso ..haha ..he wore so diff ytd =x

quite funny but ok la xP

me n my bro got ready n then off to sunway we go! xD

so excited ..at the same time, scared O.o

asked my mom to drop us off at the lagoon entrance ...at first i thought it was closed ..

but don say he saw elden n dennis ..so ok lo, we went down from the car ..

don was rite ..they were there lol!

meet them liao ..i gav elden a gift lol ..he chose the pig xD

again, we were waiting for jo LOL ...waited for more than half n hour O.O

fashionably late la this girl x) hahah! hmmm ..after tht sumthing happened ...i dun wanna talk bout it ..rely spoiled my mood tht day ..

n i thought they were all angry ...so i lagi no mood ..i asked don to explain ..

i didn noe wad they were thinking ..so wadeva la ..i didn care much ..

after a few mins later then oni i get the mood to talk to them ><

sat on quite sum rides ..but not all everyone sat LOL

i like the tamahawk ..so fun as always xD ..it was a hot day oso ..

so we went for a 'walk' in the water' hahah!

after we sit everything liao ..then we rest ..elden suddenly said tht one of his fwen is coming

we asked who ...he mumbled sumthing then i suddenly heard ...AAVEN's name LOL

i didn noe for sure until after when we all change finish n went into the piramid to meet elden

tht fella missing ..duno where he went ...me n jo was thirsty so we went to buy drinks first ..

the guys waited for elden ..after tht ..they called n asked where we were ..we said we were at mcd ..while we were buying ..jo said omg ..they are here n said isnt tht aaven? i turned n looked LOL ..it was! ..i cudn see clearly cause he was hiding behind a sign board LOL

surprisingly xD i cudn stop laughing ahahah!! Suddenly they line up in the lane to bbuy food in mcd ..zha dao ..we just oni finish buying a drink then oni they decide LOL

in the end me n jo went to eat AJISEN RAMEN ...told don to tel them ..so i thought it was ok lo xD i was wrong ..half way walking almost wan to reach liao ...elden called asking where we run to
LOL ..we didn run ok! we wan to eat in other place oni xD ahaha!!

while we were eating i was so scared tht they will appear sumwhere cause he say they will look for us when they are done eating LOL ..jo stopped me from looking ..

calming me down =PPPPP lastly, talking half way then suddenly ..OMG ..aaven is there LOL

they came ..told us to meet at the bowling centre ..we said ok ...told them to leave so tht i

can eat in peace LOL ..after eating ..we went to the bowling centre ..cudn see them anywhere ..

then i called, elden ..he nvr answer ...i called aaven ..he nvr answer ...i called don then ..he oso DIDN ANSWER ...i called dennis lastly ...but suddenly elden called jo hp ..asked me to answer ...ZHA DAO WEH ...I CALLED 4 PPL DE HP BO ANSWER LOL!!!!! smack u all ar ROAR! they came ...went to the counter ..but they say it was full lol ..so we went to the arcade first ...we played the same games as usual xD ..khmmm ..sumone over there ..didn talk to me wor F3 ..=xxxx after tht elden went to check the lane got empty space or not ..

after a few mins later ...elden came n say got lane ..me n jo told him we dun wan to play ..

we cant play n bla bla bla ..so many reasons xPPPPP ..but didn work =( sad!!

we had to play ...N I SUDDENLY SUCK O.O!!!!

hate it weh ..i was too nervous i guess ...so many ppl seee!!!!! =PPPPP then aaven bought the drinks ...u seriously dun wan to noe wads the ....'khmmmm' ...sure will pengsan LOL

after we played ...we hav to go back ..my mom was like scolding d X.X

say goodbye to all ..n i look back n wave bye to aaven LOL

SERIOUSLY SO FUN WEH!!

wan to hav it again ..cant wait ;D

i will not eva forget this either xDDDD hahahahh!