Its already the 22nd of nov 2010. I've been studying in UCSI for almost a year. But stil, i cant get use to my frens thr. Mostly of them will be speaking chinese n im the oni one speaking in eng ..Worse of all, i wont noe wad are they talking bout cause, the things they noe ..i dun ..this upsets me alot cause i feel left out sumtimes. I dun mind if they wanna hang out, go to a shopping mall amongs themselves without me cause, i cant get along wit them ..but at least tel me so n NOT talk bout it in front of me ..IT hurts me alot tht way, SUMTIMES i DO feel tht, I chose the wrong college to study in, SUMTIMES i DO regret my actions, in being in this college ..ppl im wit now, hardly talk to me cause i dun converse the same language with them AND i duno wad are they talking bout ..as in wad topic they are talking bout, im not sure bout ..i duno bout ..this is because im not expose to the outside world, i dun noe much about anything outside ..i feel so ashame of myself. They noe more n i dun or worse, they noe natural and simple things n i dun EVEN noe about any of those. I did try my best to listen to wad they are saying, wad they are talking bout, and also tolerate on teh situation tht they just talk among themselves n not a single moment i was included in the conversation. Im thankful though tht, one of my new frens, did include me in, sum how or rather in a situation. But who noes, when i turn my back around, she's influenced by them, talking bout me (probably) behind my back ..then, i wasn even cared ..SUMTIMES, i do feel like n think tht i shud dissapear in front of their faces n let them have their moment. If thts wad they wan ..since im ignored. This all started when i started this 2nd sem ..n now it almost end. Next sem is coming up, im also not sure whether they wan me tgt in the same class wit them or not ..sigh ..wad a life ..i guess part of it can be my fault ...

sigh, college started ..which means, gotta get studying started soon =/ ..
2nd day of college n dun rely feel a lil delight of it .
now in college ..waiting for another sub which is in like wad ...3 hs + ..- -
wad am i gonna do in the mean time??? ...bored bored bored ..
in the library rite now ...goin throu facebook ...n blogging ..n twittering lols .
nth much to write ..nth rely happened ..besides tht i had a rely bad day ytd ..
1st of sept, 1st day of class ...n first day of sumthing else tht came without expecting ..
how wonderful rite -____- !! ...first time eva happen to me without preparing ..
well, except for the first time first day i have it when i was standard 5 ...o.o .
anyways, gonna stop here ..anything then i'll blog it later on ..
tata~~ cheerssss

first off, my mom thought of sending me to a chinese doc to treat my jaw ..but i didn wan to cause ..its all ..NEEDLES ...i dun wan ..LOLs . Then she decided to send me to normal doctors ..but i doubt the clinic wud help ..so my mom decide to just buy chinese medicine for me to drink ..see will recover or not ...
well, went to carefour wit mom first b4 buying the med ...walk around n buy sum stuff ..cause my mom said it was cheap ..
then, went to subang parade, walked around ..bought 2 t-shirts from urban tee for my bro ..
then, went back to sea park, my mom wan to buy me a chinese medicine ..
went back home to drop the stuff off first cause ti was drizzling already ...
then went to sunway, cause my mom wanted to go jusco n buy her mop n others ..then my bro called n he say he wanted to go back home (ps: he was in his fren's hse)
after tht, went to buy sum drinks cause thirsty :P ..we didn do much ..after when we left sunway, we straight away went to fetch my bro ..
on the way back my bro wanted to get sumthing from digital mall ..since he left it in his fren's hse .
i didn folo ..i stayed at home ..showered, watch tv, on fb, n msn ..n blablabla ..now im blogging ..
lols ..wad a day - - ..:P ..anyways, not rely in a good mood ...AGAIN ..cause of SUMBODY ...
ciaos, blog another day ...><

wooohooooo ..3 papers down ..n one more to go~~~~

freedom here i come~

but first, n now ..gotta study ..chem on the friday ..oh god ..

i duno whether i can do this ..hopefully i dun fail any of my subs ..

i'll feel extra down if it rely rely happens ..lols

ANYWAYS! cant wait cant wait!!! sem break ...uuurrgghhhhh

i nidda get out of the hse n shop shop shop ..SALES BABEH

frens frens frens ..cant wait to hang out wit them when im free ..xD

aite, time to study ..hopefully i can concentrate! ...last paper, kinda hard to concentrate xP

ADIOS AMIGOS

WOW ..how long since i last updated my blog ? -__- ..

i wonder if anyone act browse my blog also ..lols .

anyways, i've just finish my 1st sem ..now waiting for finals ..

timetable is set, 2nd sem course selection done ..

cant wait for my sem break ..i feel sooooo tired everyday ...

driving to college, get parking ...goin to my fren's hse ..

driving frens ..:P ..(i dun mind tht pasrt thou) ..

took pics along the way through college with my new frens ..

hang out at mcd lastly b4 my classes are over ..

lastest outing was wit joleen ..:P

after class on friday, at 9.30 ..drove to her hse ..

while talking to her on the fone, she showed me the way ..

at first she directed me to the bank, thts whr i need to go first ..

after all tht was done ..we went to sunway ..

walked around ..shopped for one miserable clothe ..each ..-__- ..

thrs sales in the mall and all we can get was one miserable shirt ..lmao ..

thts the most funniest thing tht i've ever done on a sales month ..

besides tht, joleen was being very funny and dangerous ..

i duno whether she was hyper or drunk ..or just being joleen ..LOL ..:P ..

anyways, she's gonna start her college soon ..so i hope i get to go out wit her again

thts all for today's post, now im at home ..no more classes ..

time to study/ rot at home again ..lols ...-___- ...

ADIOS AMIGOS ! ;)

its already 15 of April ..thts just fast - -
first thing i noe tht 2010 had just arrived ..n now its slowly gonna end ..
i've been at home ..almost everyday ..doin nth, just stoning ..goofing off
and other things i cud find at home ..
today i got bored until i just grab a bio book n READ ..wth rite? ..
to top it all up ..SUMBODY hav to make my mood go UPSIDE DOWN ..
ty man, TY ..i SOOOOO OWE U ...- - ..

anyways, went out ytd wit jo n her couz, ate lunch together ..
we took sticky pics, unfortunately i cant put it up yet ...maybe soon ..i think ..
the day started like any other day ..until she called me and asked me whether i wan to go out ..
so i say sure y not ..on the other hand i nidda ask my mom too ..
surprisingly, i got a very positive respond from my mom, just as long im back in time to fetch my bro ..
b4 tht, jo was on9 ..n we were talking on skype ..i kept pushing her to get ready ..lols
we talk n talk till the time came ..she got ready n told me she was coming ..
so i took my time n get ready ..when she arrived, i just got into the car ..
she say we're gonna meet her couz thr itself ..then i was like ..alrity then ..
went thr ..look for her couz ..then went to this restaurant called gasoline sumthing o.o ..
i forgot the second name ...lols ..
after tht, we stil had time b4 we gotta fetch sumone else ..
we took sticky pics ..n we deco it ..sumhow it look nice n also very weird ..lols ..
thts how we spent our lunch hours thr lols ..after fetching sumone ..jo fetched me home ..xD ..
oh ya ..extra pics taken by jo ..is wit her ..so ya ..:P ...peace out ..

24/03/10, Wed

we went out after the day joleen pass her driving exam~~ woohoo girl

ur gonna drive me around~ ur using auto car~

anyways, went out wit her was such a blast cause it has been awhile since i went out wit her xD

ur fault jo ..u owe me ..stil ..alot 0.0

went thr quite early but its worth, to get tickets on the movie we wan to watch

we watch alice in wonderland which was quite funny n crazy xD

eat eat alot wit her o.o ..ATE SUSHI xD hahahah my fav :x

we also shop till we drop ..walk around ..left rite ..up down ..

btw, for so long ..for this very day, i nvr shop till crazy :P

hahahahha ...met her mom in the end in her office, went on9 thr b4 i leave :x

these pic above, was on the day i was getting my result

was scared, was worried, was having FUN too xDD

met back my junior, Xin Yi hahahaha above as u see, the gal in her uniform :P

after when we had fun chatting together n taking pic ..we went to the galery n wait for our results

everyone was nervous of cuz ..until the time has come, we gotten our results ..

mostly of the SA students ..which are my frens, cried ..happy n sad ..both expression also got

i on the other hand, dun rely wan to talk bout it o.o ..

we got our foto taken , and was in malay mail newspaper ..sadly i cudn get tht paper

apparently my fren hav it ..so asking to hang on to it ..till i GET it xD

ok ..thts all for now, will post whenever thrs sumthing new :P

i love this song ..it touches my heart
i just cant get my mind of it :')
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I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......

I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....

In my life! there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life!.!.!.!.

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is......
I know you can show me......

I wanna know what love is....
I want you to show me....
And I wanna feel, I want to.... feel what love is....
And I know, I know you can show me....

show me

I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

under construction~

HEY!

Its been quite awhile i've havent post Lol .

My last vacation was in cambodia n one thing ..its dam exp cause we used USD

Oh god rite ..i'll just post the pics later with caps

Cause now im gonna post sumthing else ..

For my very special fwen xD

Starts wit 'J' ..hahahaha ..u noe who

ONG JO LEEN

Here's the shout out for U tht u wanted~~~

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!

Sweet 17 finally rite xDD ..

Its already 2010 ..next will be my turn ..

man my age turn older than u ..=(

xP ..again ..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!

i noe u enjoy ur bday ..wahaahha ..

PEACE~~~