Awful

I shouldn be allowed to have anyone if this continues ..I'll only be hurting them .

Last month of 2013

It's been awhile since I've updated my blog. Pictures will be posted later but now I'm just gonna write a summary of what had happened thought out this year so far. There's bad times and there are good times. I've encounter so many things during this year with tears, smile, laughter and anger. Besides that, I've also grown closer to my friends in uni. Even thou there are only a few of them. However, they are goin away soon (graduating). And I'm not sure when it will be my turn. I can't wait to experience what they are experiencing rite now. Thou they have a lot of work to do. My days pass quite fast and now experiencing Christmas spirit thou 25th haven't arrived yet. The last few days I spent my time wit Amanda and Syira. I helped them wit their lab work. Amanda ones is much longer than syira work. I think she finished hers already. I know, not many friends I have buhoo. Well, they are fun to hang out wit. And they are wiling to hang out wit me. Now I'm thinking, what am I to do when they are ..we'll graduating next. I feel lonely when I think about it. It's not really a pleasant thing to wait for me but I'm happy for them cuz they can graduate. Finally they can go off to work xD. I hope I can see them more thou. Even when they start work or so. I wonder what are they gonna work as. It's kinda interesting when I think about it. But also nerve wrecking when I think that it's gonna be my turn soon. (Even though it's not as soon as them). Oh, and I feel fat. I've been enjoying fast food wit Amanda previously hahaha. And recently I've been to the big bad wolf wit her, even though it started badly, I have a great time there wit her and wit my bf. I had time wit my bf, each time pass wit him is just heavenly. Anyways, words can describe anything and almost everything but it will be too long. Hence, I'll post pictures up to show my times during 2013. Not classes thou. I wouldn't take picture of my classes. Yet. Hahaha. I'll be seeing more of labs, and classrooms and auditoriums soon. Sigh. Now, mission : get permission from mom to go out on Christmas countdown. Next would be, waiting for my trip to japan. And oh, waiting for that girl's invitation to celebrate her bday -.- ..still waiting. Jeez, that girl .....

Old memories, old photos, as a kid

It's been awhile since I've gone thru my old albums. Well, eventhough not thoroughly gazing at it. I've picked out some as requested. 

Behold, me as a kid/baby

 Don't laugh, amanda lol 

I think This was wit my family in Penang for a holiday. 

Me as a baby in my old home. 

3 photos as requested hahahah. Not that interesting as urs though amanda 

Polluted moon scenery

Even the moon is sick. God! Look at it. Thou its not clear. 

Bad haze..

This pass few days was getting horrible. Not just assignments or lab reports that made me stress but also this horrible haze. I was having a great time ytd, till this haze ruin the whole god damn mood. How am I gonna breath ..ppls health getting worse and all. God. Ytd event was a blast thou I'm just the game master. Helping amanda lol. 

All so concentrated on matching these finger prints hahahah. The girls were doin fine. Boys not so much. But overall they did well enough. I know I didn run but I sweat, horrible rite. Proves that I have so much fat in me n how out of shape am I. It was tiring as well. Even that was it, me, amanda, Candice, Allan and shu Yi went to leisure mall for lunch. Oh trust me, we were damn hungry. Jam all the way to the mall even though its just few minutes away from us. Parking was full at first, the other entrance say it was under repair. We went another round just for luck, we almost wanna change destination when our luck changed. After all that, still worried there's no parking. Then, a car suddenly reversed out, fuuuhhhhh ..it's like the heaven light sun shine from above to give us blessing hahahah. We had our lunch at a Korean restaurant.

I wanted to choose something else but knowing my condition at that moment, I chose something else. XD. I probably was too hungry, cuz it's too delicious to stop eating a hahahah. Amanda was like "why so quiet?" Allan answered "too hungry already" well it was half correct, first half was, I can't speak Chinese n they were conversing wit Chinese. And yes, I was really hungry. Amanda was worse xD, she was so hungry she was so excited about ordering every single thing in the menu. O.o ..hahahaha. She lastly also took my bowl to drink the soup ahahha. That's her alrite. I was completely full and suddenly felt damn sleepy. The tiredness slowly sipping in. But I have to still stand for it to fetch everyone back to ucsi. Amanda to station as well after that. After we paid, we head off to Starbucks. Allan wanted a drink there. Amanda suddenly walked over to a restaurant n see the offer. N planning to step in there to eat next time we have time already hahaha. While waiting for Allan's drink, we stood next to the counter. And we saw something in the chamber (breads) 

There's one there in the picture. Guess what? ..fruit flies ..flying around the pastries ..my goodness. Not just one but 3 of them! I wanted to take the picture but it was too tiny. To our amusement for awhile then we left after getting his drink. Getting green tea kit kat lol. We head off back to college. I had to park my car some where outside to wait for amanda. But before that, we climbed to Candice car to get us up to the hostel ahahha. Then I rushed amanda to get ready. Lucky I had my iPad wit me. If not I'"" just nap at that spot itself ..yes, I was damn tired at that moment. So after sending her off. I rush back home. Shower, sadly before I can start on my assignment, I have to go out for dinner wit family 

Esquire kitchen. Hoho. At subang. Many ppl but manage to get seats. Love their signature dish. After eating, we head off to see the shoe sales and then to the DVD shop. My bro heard that there's a new release for naruto the movie. Found it n also, sailor moon! Hahahaha. Yes I bought it. I suddenly feel like watching it 😁 ..we have to head home after that cuz grandma was definitely waiting for food. At night, late, did my assignment wit sleepy eyes n aching body, while waiting for his call. I manage to finish what I needed to do at least n manage to get a call from him. Too tired to care anymore, I slept like a pig. Woke up late in the morning today. N the haze is getting worse, is like I'm breathing a box of lighted cigarettes. The road when we need to head off to my aunty's furniture shop is like silent hill. Seriously! There's no freaking wind blowing, hazy, the road was like deserted, and the only thing that can be heard was out foot steps. Yeeessshhhh ..I hope a gust of wind just come n blow all these smoke away. Everybody is suffocating. 

Sunday~

I thought there wouldn't be anything fun goin on. But suddenly my dad say wan to go out for lunch. Ok fine, I'm not surprised wit that. What's surprising is that, he wanted to visit paradigm mall n have lunch there. I'm like, wow! ..I didn know at first until I asked my mom. In my mind, I was thinking, is this seriously happening? So without thinking any further, I just enjoy while it last. It's not like my dad would wan to go out just like that. We had lunch at this ..fancy Chinese restaurant. I didn't know what my parents order so I just waited for the food arrive. Not bad. Not bad. The food was delicious xD. There's soup as well. The drink thou, it's ..hmm ..unusual. It's not something that I would quench my thirst. Overall was nice. There was dessert as well. Yum yum, sweet sweet dessert. XD. After eating, full full, we walked all around the mall. Joke around, walk, compare price on the stuff that we might buy in the future and others. Window shopping, that's what it's called hahaha. I had fun. Literally. I get to buy my favorite popcorn from planet popcorn yay~ but dad is still dad, walk finish then we head back home. He has his show to watch anyways xD. Despite that, I had fun. Especially when my dad keeps joking around no matter which shop we are at xD. Hope we can go there again, there are 2 shops that my dad say, "next time can come back n try these" haha. Yay~ the night has come, midnight approaches. Am waiting again, for that phone call that I used to wait. 

Random day

A public holiday, where families can hang out together and not busy wit any work. Wit smiles, laughter and fun. Relaxing, enjoy the nice shiny day with a blue sky. But such a lovely day ....can be such a FREAKING annoying hot weather where you showered a billion times, you still sweat like a mad pig. Horrible. I tried to take a nap, and woke up bathing in my sweat. Yuck. Everyone of us showered wit a sigh or "so hot weather" mutters. Jeez. Even the restaurant AC ain't that cold anymore. But all that, was paid by a nice time wit my hubby last min. It was wonderful even thou its only a few hours ;) . Make my day. Am waiting for phone call like usually 😁

It's Friday Friday ~

Breakfast was pancakes, lunch was noodles, dinner ...western style ~ chicken Maryland, at the Victoria station. Dad brought me and my bro there for dinner. Ordered the wild mushroom soup, had salad, n that huge deep fried chicken. The funny thing was, there's a fried banana in that meal. Odd but taste wonderful xD. As for classes, sadly to say, I can't believe I talked in class while the lecturer was lecturing. That goes to show how ..urm ..distracting I was. Somebody just can't stop talking. Lol xD hahaha. She's gonna kill me when she sees this. 

Pictures ~ 

  

Saturday evening

Outside wit my family having dinner. Not really a good atmosphere. One no mood, one ..uhhh ..on fire mode. Gah, I hate this kind of situation. Everyone is so quiet. Make me wanna just focus on the phone n not look anywhere. But that's not good either. That's why I'm writing here anyways. Sigh, kick away this sad news, in other news ..urm ..I duno whether to say bad or good. Probably neutral. My aunty is coming back from Indonesia. She was on a business trip. Took quite some photos n post on Facebook summore. Wonder what story will she gives when she gets back ...

Hence I end this post wit a pic I edited 

Year 2013.

What had happen and how I handle it. 

Truthfully to say, I didn handle my problems too well. But luckily I have my love one that I can continue thou its hard. Many things had happen actually. So many, I duno where to start. I have lots of fun, I also have lots of stress. Now it's almost the midst of the year. Time pass super fast huh. I experience quite a lot. I had my share of pain n suffer as we'll as happiness n joy. I'm happy to say that I get to do alil shopping when I had my holidays. I get to spend time wit him. I do feel that the time passed quite fast as I felt that it had only been a week thou its 2-3 weeks haha. That's what happen when there's nth really to do and having fun. Having out wit my family as well, for swimming. Ah, the times. Took photos but only gonna post one here xD. I know not many ppl are viewing my blog anymore. Or to say nobody is viewing. But I'm glad I can express what I feel n what my life has been in here. I wonder what's next installed for me. Besides having to get ready for supp paper n goin thru this tough semester. Oh well, nths easy 😁

Year 2013, first post of the year.

I almost forgot about my blog, till I saw the app available for this blog. I'm not sure what to write in it but I can say that, it brings back a lot of memories. Sad n happy memories. I'm glad that I have a blog, cuz I'll be able to look back of what I did previously. I'm a very forgetful person lately, I'm not surprised if I actually forgets ytds event ..heh. Anyways, my days haven't gone too well. Ain't feeling too well. And my body is aching. I feel like my whole body is gonna break. Or should I say mentally as well. Sigh. Anyways, waiting for the time to pass. Slightly faster ...I have my reasons ..